Several years ago I observed the power of singing in a remote village in South India. Following my sermon several people responded to the Lord’s invitation to be baptized. It was the dry season so we had to walk for almost an hour before we came to a small lake where the baptisms were to be performed. During our long, hot, and dusty walk I observed that one elderly man sang to a young woman (about 35 years of age) almost continuously. I inquired from one of the local brethren why the old man had done this. The answer surprised me immensely! The old man was an Elder in the church. He had sung the Gospel story to the woman as we walked. As soon as the baptisms of those who had responded to my preaching were completed that young woman asked if she also could be baptized! The old Elder had accomplished through his singing what I had hoped to do in my preaching.
What are you doing here? I Kings 19.9
What did you go out to see? Matthew 11.8
So the other day this woman calls the office and an icy finger drug it’s nail down my spine. She had that voice, that I’m-a-prosperous-mature-white-woman-used-to-getting-my-way voice, that Bea Aurthur (as “Maude”, not as a “Golden Girl”) voice - the voice of Julia Hawes. Mrs. Hawes was my sixth grade teacher, and she ruled with a strong arm and a thick paddle. When she paddled a kid she had the kind of serenity on her face that made you think she learned interrogation from the East Germans. Her rule was as capricious as it was quiet and severe.
Give me the lowest place: or if for meThat lowest place too high, make one more lowWhere I may sit and seeMy God and love Thee so. Christina Rosett ¹O Lord, We come this morning Knee-bowed and both’ bent Before Thy throne of Grace.O Lord— this morning Bow our hearts beneath our kneesAnd our knees in some lonesome valley.James Weldon Johnson ²The foundational Christian virtue — the one that precedes repentance, compassion, thanksgiving, and patience is humility. James, Peter, and Paul (James 4.6-10, I Peter 5.6-7, and Philippians 2.1ff) all emphasize this virtue’s primacy. Humility typifies the attitude of Christ. Humility precedes God’s “lifting us up”. Jesus told the story of a publican who could not even lift his eyes toward heaven yet went away justified, and also told us to seek the lowest seats. Peter was called to be a fisher of men after he fell at Jesus’ feet and said “Lord get away from me I’m a sinful man.” (Luke 5.8)Humility is uniquely elusive among the virtues we seek to cultivate. Ben Franklin, in his autobiography, admits to acquiring all the virtues he sought except humility. He had to be satisfied with acquiring the “appearance” of it. We boisterous, successful Americans are more comfortable with Walt Whitman’s “barbaric yawp” than we are Emily Dickinson’s “I’m Nobody.” Even if we grasp its definition, humility is about as easy to hold on to as a snowflake. Screwtape advised Wormwood that he could corrupt his human by simply getting him to think about his own humility.How do we acquire it then?
Once acquired, how do we maintain it?I have not correctly framed our question.Humility is NOT acquired. It is affected. It is caused by presence.Why did Peter drop to his knees? Because he realized Christ’s presence. He knew whose gaze was upon him, and he felt as naked and ashamed as Adam in the garden. Those “Humble yourselves” passages cited above take place in the presence of the Lord, and by the mighty hand of God. Humility is not a matter of how; it is a matter of where. It is a result of coming face to face with the Divine, and of understanding our own smallness in comparison.Ironically then, the prerequisite to humility is boldness - not self-seeking pride — I mean the boldness to enter God’s presence (the pride-free zone) because we are invited there. We are bold, too, because we fully expect that presence to be effective (Hebrews 4.14-16). Humility, then, is an act of boldness, based upon grace. If that doesn’t boggle the mind, nothing will.¹ from Goblin Market arid Other Poems
² frorn God’s Trombones
Lord, take my hand and walk with me
along the wooded trail
and show me once again, Oh Lord,
your heart in great detail.
For Father, I’ve forgotten just who this is I see
that glares into my mirror
and longs to be set free.
Oh won’t you please crack open
this heart that once belonged
to a little girl who sang of love
and danced to her won song?
Just help me to look deep inside
for all the buried treasures
that you put there before the earth
for your glory and your pleasure.
Do mine own eyes deceive me,
or could that be her there
in the sway of towering pine trees
that stir the evening air?
And could that be her breath I feel
that strokes my furrowed brow?
Or is it laughter touching me?
I recognize it now!
Do I hear a sense of purpose
in the purr of feathered flight
that carries her to feed on grace
before the fall of night?
Is that her scent of fertile soil
from dried and deadened leaves
that seek to yield new blessings
to the flowers and the trees?
Oh, I can see her clearly now
in the playful romp of squirrels,
and the way they pause and ponder
like little boys and girls!
But look here at this Mockingbird
who croons her neighbor’s song,
because she has forgotten
to whom her voice belongs.
She toils in desperation
for favor from the forest
Oh, turn her eyes to Zion, Lord!
Let your voice be her chorus!
And there’s a busy chipmunk
who’s filled with foolish pride
who leaves her home unguarded,
inviting snakes inside.
Oh spare her, won’t you, Father?
And seal those open places
that leave her prey to gnashing fangs
disguised as smiling faces.
Now, yonder in the distance
lies a puddle still and calm
from rains of bitter teardrops
and blood and sweat of Psalms.
I hover in amazement
at the crystal clear reflection:
A Savior’s face in place of mine
who whispers…”Resurrection”.